Hais... How come thing just gone in a min ??
Just over one night, and i have lost you !!

WTF is this man ?? Seriously i think that it is about other guy bahs..
Cos i heard that u wanna patch back with jacky ?
I don know wheather it it true anot but i really do hope tat its not true..

You said that he is ur gan laogong ??
So, now i understand that a girl would rather say good nites, love you muacks all that to a GAN rather to her boyfriend..

I finally see ur true colour.. The way you treat boys, play their feelings and so on..
You told me that, you like me.
Then when u wanna break u said the feelings don know fly go where le.. But yet u don give a darn or care to find that feeling..

The way u showing is that u wanna let ppl know that u have alot of boyfriends and so on..
But i telling you that relationship or when u like one person it is not like this..
Not as simple as you think.. You feel good then be together or like him.. Not happy you don wan..

What is this man ?? I seriously don understand.. But all i can think is that, you are not matured yet.. And you wont go and think so much..

I spoken to your mum.. I was really shock and disspointed in you when ur mum told me that u skip school one whole week.. No wonder when i wanna send u to school you didnt wanna..

You told ur mum that u wanna drop out of school.. Ur mum asked why, you said my name !
Seriously speaking, its has nothing to do with me.. i didnt asked u to drop out or what-so-ever.. Don pull other people down into water..

You are showing ur mum that i'm the one who teach you bad.. And i Hate it !!
I'm fucking telling you right now, ivan is not that good also.. Now i and him are not friends anymore, i don give a fuck darn about it..

Your mum told you that, if u wanna be with a guy, stick with him still long.. Don keep on change.. She dn mind letting u mixxing outside.. But you just don care and understand..

About what you think when u told me at msg, i tell u.. You are totally wrong... You still don even know about me inside. You just seeing me from the out surface..
You are totally wrong ?? I don think so, just how long have you know me ??

Asked urself and think hard !!
I really very disspointed in you !!
What i said, i will do it.. I'm a man of my words !!

And lastly,
i wanna thanks, willy, clarissa and weiwei being there for me when i'm sad..
Although i didnt drop tears infront of you all, but i'm crying at home..
You all cheer me up.. Although u all were angry about *her* but its her choice and i have to respect her..

Love you peoples lahs !!
Forever Friends.. :D <3


I thinking of you every single night when i close me eyes, the image that appears in my mind was you.. I really don know what to do now ! I have lost you.. And hoping that one day i wont jump down of building cos of you.
I totally fucking mad and i can do anything when i'm crazy.. I don give a fuck about it !!