HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBRA..
KOR LOVE YOU..
Feeling vry uncomfortable this few days..
Hop i get better..
Chatted on phone smsing with her..
Kinda feel lots of jealousy in my heart..
Its just feel like, Painful, Wanting to cry, Wan her back and so on..
But we wont be tgt again..
Well, maybe she would wish to patch again or wat but i have my own reasons and i wont patch back..
Kinda of vry regretd of what i did when i was with her..
Truefully, feeling for her had not fade.. I dn know y, Maybe cos i love her FuckinG alot ??
Missing her EverYdaY.. Just wanna see her face in front of me..
Jealousy when i heard ppl jioing her..
Mind was like thinking.. Hope those who jioing her will give up asap.. I really cant bear to see her belonging to another person.. But i cant be selfish.. Maybe that will be her happiness ?? One day she will accpet someone who love her..
Hoping so much that time would go back and stop at the day when we 1st stead and before wat i did to her.. I really miss that moment when we were at Ivan's house.. Finding every moment to be close with her..
Started to feel moody when she reply me that msg.. Well, its the right things she should do.. Really don wish to see her in the wrong steps.. Thinking of some things i wanted to do but i guess, i wont have the chance to do it ever again !...
If u are reading this, and thinking y i didnt ask for patch..
One of the reason are, it cos of ur friend that make me become like that..
Its like watever i do, i'm in the wrong.. And in the end is i kena beat..
I will remember that how they beat me cos its the 1st time ppl beat me like that..
3 Times break and 2 time i kena beat.. I wont 4get it and 4give them..
